sPoT oF mY hEaRt

2008年6月11日星期三
Okay, first.. yes I am 19 years OLD already..
and yea.. now I finally get to the stage where I supposed to take some driving test...

and yea.. I didn't pass the first and second time.
why? because the first time it was an accident.
then the second time is due to my bad driving skills.


anyhow..
today .. the last day of my permit.
very nervous about it.. I decided to give myself one last try.
since after today.. I will have to start all over again.. and spend $28..
I just came back to San Fransisco for two days.
and I am so stressed out..
feeling so stupid that I have to take the driving test twice and still didn't past it.
so .. I was like.. okay.. without an appointment... (too late to make one yesterday.. because I thought I can past it .. but I didn't so .. its all full already)
I was waiting for stand by.. which not a great chance for me to having a test today.
as more and more people came in for test.. I felt very hopeless..
I was praying and praying.

My mother and I was boring while we waiting..
and I just looked around and asked the lady near me who was reading "Jesus Freaks" if the book is good.
so we started the conversations... about God and everything.
she was surprised by what I shared.... although she think Todd is kinda weird..(she said that someone told her that he kicked people as healing... ??)
anyhow so my mother and I was sharing.. with her and her daughter, too.

it was great.. since she loves God and think very similar about end time..
thanks to Jack's great teaching.. that I have so much to share.. and I also gave her some information about some conferences we went to.

so.. all of sudden... she gave me her book.. "Jesus Freaks."
I mean.. very shock.. didn't expected that ..
but she just think I should have it.. so blessing..
after they left.. (asked for phone numbers already.. ready to get another young girl on fire!!! )
the DMV guy asked us to go to other place for driving test.. since they are so packed up.. can't fit me in at all..
so we went to 20 miles away from Bakersfield..
a very little city..

I was so nervous still.. but somehow I felt I am going to pass.. and I felt that that lady was the reasons why I am there today.
as we went to the other DMV.. (which is very tiny... with very different kinda people)
my mother and I was praying..
so I asked God to drive for me.. I don't want to depend on my own strength anymore.

so I did it..
although .. a little too nervous cause a little mistaken.. but

I PASS IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Praise the LORD!!!
HE is CRAZY!
and I love Him so much!!!!!!!!!!!!
on the last day of my permit.. I pass this!

```````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````
anyway..
during these few days..
I been online for facebook .. due to a game.. called "yoville"
its a game where you can create yourself and your own apartment.
you can work, shopping, meet new friends, and go to club and stuff
so I was kinda stock with this game
and guess what I did?
I brought a lady from he game to my room.. and I share God with her and pray for her family

wakakaka.. who say we can't share God during online game?
you boys should share Jesus while you playing halo or something hahaha
the lady happened to be a mother of three..
she is from England.. very nice.. and she did go to church sometimes
so I was just praying for her family and happiness..

also, yesterday... I went to my mother's company just to pick to check with her.
met some of her co-workers.
they are all girls.. very nice
so I shared about my experiences with God and what is happening in Florida.
pray for one of my mother's co-worker.
very fun and cool

just so fun to walk with Jesus.
she said her back pain felt much better
Thank You JESUS


yea yea yea

great happy days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




標籤: , , , , ,

posted by *+ tIfFa <3 ChRiSt +* at 下午 5:51 | 2 comments
sF_
2008年6月4日星期三
as many people may know.. not all of my family believing in God.
and I feel super weak.. I came will passion about saving people..
want to show them some signs and wonders..
but.. all got cold after.. not due to anything.. but the environment.
my cousin was saved. but he didn't really got on fire.. just normal Sunday Christian.
so they don't really do anything besides go to church on Sunday.
as his parents think we better not talking anything about God no more in their house.

so.. i really want to share.. but feel so useless..
i really want to pray for them
but feel no power
i really want to catch the time to watch God TV with them but time always run away.
so i was like.. awwwwwwwwwwwwwwww


also, today i saw the news about gay marriage..
man.. i feel so sad.
they can still get marry till Otc.
then what is the point of voting???
i mean.. that is not right

in SF along.. after 17 of this month..
they can all get marry for REAL
and there are 900 couples sign up the dates already



GOD what can we do?
nothing but PRAY?
Your people are crying out.
for Just, for help


i really don't want to see all these happen..


=====================================

by the way
i am hurting due to my wisdom teeth's spot.
already took out.. as you guys know,
but .. there was a little infection happening..
it hurts not only my mouth but every time when i swallow stuff..
man..


what its wrong

please help..



標籤: , ,

posted by *+ tIfFa <3 ChRiSt +* at 下午 10:35 | 1 comments