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First "can I pray for you" movement at CSULB_
2008年4月30日星期三
We are so .... encourage!!!!
God just so creative..
that the way we step out.. He just send encourage from different person..

May, Steph, Steven and I all gather together with little fear inside..
and even though we are not sure that is going to happen.. but we still do this by faith


anyhow, we have two teams, one is Steph and me, and then.. May and Steven..
we went to different places in our campus..
it was 5 PM..
not lots of people there, but we still did it!!

First, Steph and I prayed for two guys on our way to the final place

Christ and Chaz.. one of them want to be prayed for closer relationship with GOd, and the second one want to be prayed for be wise about financial...
so we did.. they were happy and appreciated about what we are doing

and then ... there comes a group of people, we prayed for two girls from that group..
they wanted to be prayed for smoothness of doing school work..
and the other one is personal problem.. to help her face her problem

after that.. a fish jump into our net...
this girl.. name Angelica.. she want us to pray for her so then she won't have to go back to Iraq..
so we did...


then.. we prayed for a handsome, tall, white guy..who smile and gave us a thumb up..
Sam.. he want us to pray for his friend whose going to be baptized..
and other friend that just walked by..Justin..

so we still walking around.. and see Steph's high school friend..
Leeann.. she was very scared about the thing we are doing..
so we just gave her blessing.. which we only spent 10 sc..

after that.. there are some merchants in front of the book store..
which is the place we are.. and a lady who sell stuff asked us over to pray for her..
she want us to pray for her son.. because her son has a problem and that needs to be solve today..
so she want us to pray.. also we prayed with her mom too...

so we saw a lonely girl she was putting poster on the wall.. and I just felt that I need to bless her..
so we went.. she seems like she are not willing to be pray for..
but with Steph's sweet smile and my kindness attitude, she finally okay with us pray for her.
and she said thank you after we prayed.. which surprised me..because she was really unwilling and not happy about our action... thank You JESUS


then we saw a guy who we have saw twice.. so we knew that God want us to pray for him
at the first... we were scared about his look.. all black outfit with long hair and goatee..
but we still .. step up with faith..
and he ends up so nice.. he have a JON SU smile..
my Lord, they look so alike... ha.. anyhow..
we prayed for his tiredness and happiness..

and then as we keep walking to other place..
there is a group of people..
lots of them.. and Steph got nervous, she deiced to fold the poster..
so I told her don't be shy.. I held the poster..
as we walk near.. I felt this is a Christian gathering.. since I saw guitar..
and as soon as i able to tell Steph, she saw some guy that she met earlier in the semester in a Christian club.. which she have attended few times.
its called Asian American Christian Foundation ...
it was so encouraged...
because the people there are encouraged by our action too..
we are blessed by few of them..
and they have so many different people from different countries, Japan, Korea, China, Taiwan..ect
so cool.... and they asked us where we from.. (club) so we answered.. we are from JESUS..
doing this for GOD because we love HIM!
ha... and they asked about our church and everything..
some of them I have seem them in conference already..
some of them are just new to us..

it was so cool because they want to do this with us some other time


man GOD!!! You are just amazing..
You linked us to bigger place..
with more Christian.. and I can picture that all the Christian gathering together just worship God, touch lives, and come back to God..


just like last night the prayer room we have..
God tole me.. to make this campus as His holy ground..
during last night's prayer time.. Steph and I both can felt God's heart.. hurts so badly..
we wept.. just for the people who are mad and turn back from God..

and today.. we got touch by the people that God send to us..

it was a very great day!


have IHOP as dinner..

yay... yammy...


Pray MORE!
DO MORE!


we are planing to do this every mon and wen.. if we can.. hehe..

and prayer room everyday!!!

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posted by *+ tIfFa <3 ChRiSt +* at 下午 6:49 | 4 comments
pAryEr meEtIng_
2008年4月29日星期二
Yes, we DID it again!!!!!!!!!
so happy that four of us united together for ONETHING!
To cried out and seek for God's face.

All four of us enjoyed what we have done..
prayed for a hour..
we know we want to do it longer..
and it was very different ..
because we used IMPACT style prayer room
we lay on the floor .. some pray.. some read Bible..
some fall asleep.. which is me.. ha

but it was great..
we all felt God's presences, Steven heard something as "it will shine.." for five times
and Stephine received this picture that radical jam was playing worship songs, and she lay her hand on a person's fort head and he was weeping..with Jennifer saying prophetic words
and Jack is on a side have tears in his eyes, felt very proud of them..
as for May, she received this verse from Bible something like "it has never be seem, heard.. "
and she knew there was something not from God in our room so she have prayed for protection over us and clean our souls..
for me.. i fall asleep.. but it was very peaceful and deep sleep..
i felt fully rest.. even though only a little amount of time..
but it was great.. because God knew that I was burn out.. and too tired
and I received this message about how we need to prepare our heart for this up coming Wednesday which we are going to do the "can I pray for you" movement.
God want everyone of us have great expectation of His work..

so keep us in your prayer .. thank you..


As today I send some of Impact members some messages about our school, this is what happened..
in our school, sometimes there are some people who will held three different sign.. (huge one) and says God is angry and homo need to repeat or God will send them to hell..
something as blessing your dirty hearts..
which is anti-Christ..
they tried to make people mad and have wrong impassion about God..
and started hate God.. those kinda stuff..
I was really sad..
it hurts my heart badly..
I really want to do something.. but I was alone
and I can really felt how God feel..
so painful to see His own beloved do this to Him

so.. I was weeping..
and I prayed for them as well..


anyway..
we gonna keep up our own LB PRAYER ROOM

so..

welcome all..

haha


ps..
May and I might have a FUN 19 birthday party..
everyone of you are welcome..


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Father & Son_
2008年4月26日星期六
Dick and Rick Hoyt...
best love story that every told..

and the best love that can't hardly found..

A video you should watch..
as Father God and everyone of us..
He never give up on us..
and He push us further..
because He want us to have a better life..
just like this father...
with full of love... selfless, willing, and hard work..
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This is a story about a baby was born with brain damaged..
but his dad didn't give up on him...
besides he gave him a very fulfill life..

touch me so deeply.. that i cried.. can't stop..

because this remind me of God's love..

everyone of us.. we all have our disable areas..
but God didn't give up on us..
He accept.. and want us to be better...

enjoy the video..

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loNg lOnG tImE_
2008年4月24日星期四
haven't update my blog for so long..

but still have so many things to share.. and God show His love to me deeper and deeper..
I just want to shout... "I am so in love with this GOd.."

anyhow...

after Onething conference, my heart became very soft, and tears are so easy to fall down..
I just love it.. I can feel God's presents easily..

I love it!


During the conference, I have been washing by my tears.. and I felt so refresh and clean..
also, I received this "new" vision that I never thought about..

is to revive Asia ... which is Taiwan..
still waiting for more proof from God..
However,
lets talk about some break though that I have lately...

**my overcome:

- I have overcome my fear of praying for people in school..
even though is only one student that I prayed for.. healing!
even though she only felt better.. but I am so happy that I meet a new girl who got saved too.. <3


-I have overcome my fear with stand up for God in my class...
in my acting class, we have this open sense acting practice..
and we need to create these time, location, relationship, and situation. Then this girl she gave this ideas as

Time: Jesus time
Location: Israel
Relationship: Jesus and devil
Situation: "who can sleep with Mary?"

I was... pissed by the last one...

and I feel very uncomfortable about this....
I don't know what to do.. but I know I need to stop this...
so I just went to teacher and asked her to change the situation..
so she asked me if that offense me.. and I nodded.. while my heart pomp so fast..

and guess what..? she didn't get mad or think weird.. and she got ride of this..
I was so happy after I did it!!!!


then there are some other things as.. i listened to the Mark "daddy's" worship music..
while I was studying.. and my heart start open up for God.. and Holy spirit fall upon me once again.. then I started weeping..
man.. I can weep anything God comes in to my heart..
some other things are that I walking on the way to my classes, and then listening to my worship songs, and then God just visit me anytime He want..
I will not deny it.. because I love it..


I started one-on-one caring network again.. with this girl.. who used to be catholic.. but she is not going church anymore... so then I was spending my time with her.. having dinner and went to her room prayed and shared my stories with her..
she was touch... I talked to her about how God thinks about her..
and ... I knew.. she wanted to know more..
so I shared almost a hour ... tried to explain what Holy spirit is, who Jesus and God means to us..
It was such a great time.. and.. I felt I did something very meaningful.


Today morning, I got a chance to talked a guy who I have met earlier in the beginning of the college year, I was doing the one-on-one caring network... and I found out that he used to be Christian, but somehow he don't agreed with the whole "salvation" thing... which is the main thing in Christian. He thought that life is about experiencing things, and no one needs to be "save." I didn't say much.. but I know I need to listen to him in order to know what is in his mind ,and what leads him to think this way. So, I told him I will pray for him...

In the afternoon, I was encouraged by a middle age man who was holding a big sign says, "Give me five seconds, I will show you Jesus is the one who created Heaven, and He will save you soul."

at the first, I was thinking maybe this is not Christian. So I stopped and listen to him..
there is a girl who was asking questions as "if God loves me and is the one who created me, then what is the purpose of creating me while He know I will not accept Him at all."

and the man answer her as, "so what if everything in the Bible is true about Jesus.. will you want to follow Him and believe in Him?"
she answered, " No, I will understand the things that Jesus have done are real, but I won't borrow to believe in Him. because I don't need Him."

after I heard this.. my heart started aching... and I want to cried so bad..
I felt so sad.. that I can't stop praying for the guy and the girl who asked questions..
after all, there are some other guys, girls talked to the guy.. and thanked him.. includes me..
I told him I am Christian and thank him so much to do this..

I think this is enough sharing.. for today... so many of them
and I am super tired..
due to last night two hours slept..


and yea! God is good.. He have proved to me how powerful and faithful ..
I GOT GOOD GRADES!!!!!!!!!! WAKAKAKA..

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