sPoT oF mY hEaRt

Dr. Seuss' Horton Hears a WHO_
2008年3月28日星期五
Finally, I got a chance to watch this movie today.
oh man... it was GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD...

like most of you, who have watched this movie already.
I almost cried... yet, I did cried a little..
so touching..



from my view, what i have seem is that...
in the beginning, I wasn't expecting too much from this movie.
even thought many people from Impact have told me how good it is..


but as more as I watched, as more as I got into it..

and I was so touched by

"A person is a PERSON, no matter how SMALL"

and yet! please, mothers, your little tiny babies might have something want to tell you..


"I am here"...
like the movie sang..
"We are here"....


My heart was broken, when I heard the song they yelled out, sang ...
and especially, when Jojo opened his secret lab..

Oh dear God, when the little balls fell down, there were two DNA shaped stairs? something like that..to me it presents something very important, its like the secret lab as a little baby, and then the stairs as DNA, and the big balls that fell down as heart beats from the baby..


I was so touched..
you can felt how wonderful and powerful from a little baby...
God created people so unique..

when they started sing "We are here.."
tears in my eyes..
can't described my feelings..


but Lord!!!!
You are so gooood..


after watched this movie..
i really hope NO MORE abortion will happened anymore




please Lord...

A person is a person .. no matter how small!
and they are created by GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




Thank You Jesus.. for I am still here and typing these down...


Praise You..



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last NigHt_
2008年3月25日星期二
Last night,
we started our "first" time CSULB cell group..
not too smooth, cause we all don't have experience..
started with the worship..
and its kinda funky, kinda funny..
a little fight..
but overall

i have great time with God..

Steph and I prayed for our family, friends, and school
Most importantly we prayed for our unity ....
every time we want to gather to do something for God..
things just keep happening..


but we know.. if we gather.. and united together for God..
we will be very powerful..
so devil just keep put something between us..


but this time..
we don't care no more
Stepth and I even weep for the lost and our unity..


Thank YOu Jesus..
For You are so good to me
and yet! can't wait for spring break!


Next time.. will be very great!
Help us Lord..
Thank You Jesus.
I love You

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tHese days_
2008年3月24日星期一
Haven't up date my blog for so loooooooooooooooooong...

humm.. where to start??

so many things that happened lately.. that make me kinda don't know what to say..


anyhow..
lets start with this cool thing..

there is a day, which I was kinda sad before I went to sleep..
I felt much better after I woke up, and God spoke to me:" Smile, because I still love you."
God was showing me love!!!
OH my Lord, I was so happy, and God wanted me to dress up and be pretty for Him.
So, I was prepared, and get ready.... it took me some time..
When I realized, I spend too much time already.
But then God said, "don't worry, I will slow time just for you, so praise me ?"
So I stated worship Him, felt very peace, not rushing at all, I even walked kinda slow..
(*usually I need to spend like 25 minutes to walk from my dorm to class, and class started at 9:30AM, and by the time i left my room it was 9:15 already) I didn't really know till I am in front of my class room.... I am there ON time!!!!!
GOd is so faithful!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My God, and because I was shock so I am late for one minute, but anyway teacher didn't really care that one minute!


after this, God wanted me to know, He gave us many chances to be happy, everyday is new day, He set lots reasons for us to be joyful, but we always spend too much time on bad, anger, and negative side ... so we are always not happy.. Even GOD still LOVE us.



so then, other thing that I want to share is that, I was worry so much about my quiz, midterm...ect. God always help me relax and love Him more.

and its so cool that I called some people and cared about them and asked them how they doing, and pray for them, AND they GOT touch by the LORD!!!!!!!
oh yeaaaaaa...
so cool na...
they will start ask me about what is in my life make me so caring..
and seek God..
Praise the Lord, because You are good

thank You for mama's birthday, even thought is not all the way happy, but with good ending..
thank You Jesus..




and I am waiting for my SPRING BREAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


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sHaMe_
2008年3月6日星期四
finally, i finish my midterm...

and more.. is coming up.. << i thought after this week i can rest a bit..


man.. college life is very busy.. awww.. i am burning out..


anyhow, back to my topic..


last night, after my brain got burned..
Yusuke came without notice.. he wanted to surprise me and treat me a dinner..

which is nice.. helped me relax a bit.

and as he told me a story, i felt it was something that God want to tell me..



one day, God asked a pastor to go to Africa, to save His people, to help them, and guide them.

Pastor asked God:"Lord, why me?"
God say: "You are not the first one that I ask. Are you willing?"


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it hits me...
Yusuke told me, this is why he finally become a cell group leader..
he said, he used to think that he's not ready for anything..
and he always back up when people asked him to become "leader"
and finally, one day after he heard this story, he understand that God is telling him something.

we always sing, "God, I put everything before You" or "my life is Yours"...
but we always can't do it like what we sing


funny huh?
i found myself like that too...


i feel useless since i came to college.
i want to do something
but always feel too embarrass to pray or even mention about God.
yea, few times, but not that often..



so.
i decided to response to God's calling.
i might not be the first one that God ask..
but.. I will be the one who response God's calling



as i walked back to my dorm
i was listen to the worship songs.
i sing it..
i got filled by Holy Spirit..
I know..
this is my dream from God
i know.. i need to weep for my generation, my school, and my peers around.


i was able to cry

and i can see God smile


i am going to do something bigger...


God..


help me..





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the Moment_
2008年3月4日星期二
God, I am tired... midterm, papers, essay...
drive me crazy...
people only have to study for 20 mins, i have to study for 1 hour to get the same grades..
Lord, I know i am complain again..
but, i am just... tired.
how come, some people they don't have to do anything and they can get what they want easily?

i know You will reward the one who work hard...
i can't wait till the result..
but ...

I praise You for Alice, she's so amazing.
Lord, i can't thank You enough for the people around me
Alice is like Angel, study Bible with me... and pray with me
Praise the Lord for good dinner, and snacks...
Praise the Lord for my health.. i have no pain .. only tired from lack of sleep
Praise the Lord that i have 5 hours to sleep and still can type my feeling in this moment



Praise the Lord that Johnny feel Your love before he feel sadness..
Bless him like You did to me when my grandpa passed away.
God.. I know You are doing something.. and want us to learn....



Jesus...
Help me, guide me with my midterm tomorrow.
I praise You for Jasmin who have prayed for supernatural way of study..

God... I want to do everything with Joy..
With the spirit of Joy.. and wisdom



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May, Steph, and I were in the room, and we were talked about old old old songs.
very fun, and refresh our memories about our childhood
fun.... i love it..
miss the moment
so..

that remind me of a song called the moment, by 孫燕姿
i was listen to the song that used to touched me very deep...
the moment...



love this song.. very much


God.
Thank You
for everything that happened


i might not understand right now
but i will understand
because i love You deeply
there's nothing..
Nothing that can change

the way You love me



daddy, help me
strength me


i want to do something
for You

along.

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posted by *+ tIfFa <3 ChRiSt +* at 上午1:39 | 3 comments