After the amazing conference- Prophetic House of Prayers, something was being remind again.
And something is going to be deal with (inside of me).
suppose after attended a conference people will feel fresh, joyful, renew, love, full of energy.
but, i become so depress, so easy to hit the point of depress, fear, blind.
i should have fast and pray hard for this "thing" inside of me.
Annie was the first one who found out what have happened to me.
I always have problem with deeper worship, only few times that i have experiences deep worship. And i know it is not deep enough for me.
last Sunday, somehow it hit to a point where i can't worship anymore.
which scared me, i didn't know what happened.
i know God knows everything..
so..i put everything before Him.
In the conference, i cried a lot, too.
during the time that i went on the stage, when they were pray for people who work or learn media and art. I smelled God's smell, the very first time. its like flower smell, the mixed kind, but better than that, better than perfume. Amazing smell, i love it!!!!!!!
good choice God, jkjk..
the smells just on and off, so i been asking God to proved it if its His smell.
and the smell just come back.
and, after they told us to kneel down, i was crying and open up to God.
All the sudden, i felt the floor was shaking. So real and crazy.
I want to fly, dream, and love again.
i chose to live, i want to do something for You, God.
I'll wait till You come back.
all speakers are amazing, the massage were very powerful and useful.
i was very touching at the moment when the younger generation washed older generation's feet...
i cried so much.
without the price older generation has paid, we will never be like this.
Abortion, homosexual, very serious problem today.
we need to stand up and against it.
Pray harder and harder
God, i want You more than anything
I want to know Father's voice, and find Your heart on me
God, Thank You for see us before our sins
I want to become a person who speaks life, be courage!!!
and then baby video, i cried like crazy, too.
but is so meaningful.
how that every life counts in God's eyes.
I saw the video John posted on his facebook, then i fall in love with
STEVEN CURTIS CHAPMAN..
i want to marry a guy who's like him, deep love with God, done so much for God.
heard lots songs from him before, but never get to know him
finally, i really hope sunday can sing his songs,
i really want to sing.. live OUT LOUD!!!!!!! so cute
touch me. and i cried
i cried harder when i heard when love takes you home
like the whole song, i just cried
and felt God's spirit fall on me again
Lord, i want to do more
for You
alone
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