can't praise enough...
because You are so good to me...
I was very tired today...
lack of sleep.. plus stress all over me.
I am so tight up with work (new job) and school work..
I really want to spend some quality time with God..
not just that.. I want to do more for God on my campus..
I am not satisfied with the little work I can do here...
I want to do more...
so today.. I was kinda stress out.. and don't feel anything else.. but tired... and sick..
there are so many things to share.. just don't have enough time to share..
as I walked to my English teacher's office today...
while i was waiting.. here comes a guy ... freshman... waiting for the same teacher ... we all want to ask him for help on essay..
anyhow.. all of sudden.. I started share what God has for him.. he thought I was a sidekick.. and I told him.. I am just like normal people that love by God..
he was shocked by what I said about him... and I told him...that's not me.. its God who knows him..
I can tell he wants to know more.. but we are out of time.. but I am sure we will see each other again.. keep praying for him..
after that... I saw the sign at my school... vote no on prop 8..
my heart is aching..don't know what to do .. don't know what to act.
but pray.. as I walk.. I went to bookstore.. got something for myself ... and the tiredness just came to me..
I don't want to do anything ... anymore...
until my ipod changed to the music Luck Hendrickson played..
I didn't really listen to it before.. until today..
it really clam me down, I can feel God is with me as well..
my heart got soft... and I know.. its time for me to think more about God.. but not people...
I been focus too much on people these days..
I give give give..
and I am dry now..
I need living water from my creator..
so I started thinking..
I really need to say thank you to God and lots of people in my life.
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Love notes for God:
I was small, I was no one...
I used to hate myself, I used to look down on myself...
I used to kill myself, I used to ignore my feelings...
I was dirty, I was hurt...
I was broke, I was lost...
until You came in to my life..
tell me its okay to cry..
its okay to give up sometimes,
its okay to not try so hard..
its okay to love, its okay to be love
its okay to smile again, its okay to be heal.
there is nothing You can't do..
You taught me so much..
You wiped my tears from my cheeks..
kissed me on my forehead..
You tell me how much You loves me everyday..
every part of me... that's been torn apart, been hurt really bad..
You touch it, heal it.. and told me that I am beautiful..
You told me not to look back.. but look upon You..
You gave me hope, You are the reason I live..
You held me tight when I can't sleep at night,
You held my hand when I am lost
I say, "but I don't have a father..."
You say, " here I am.."
I say, "I been hurt so bad God.."
You say, "its okay, I am here with you.. and I love you.."
I say, "I can't go on.. I need help.."
You say, "let me carry you daughter..."
I say, "no body loves me, I am so lonely.."
You say, "I am here... please look at me.."
I say, "Lord, I am tired.."
You say, "rest in my arms.."
THank You.. Thank You God...
my tears can't stop falling from my face..
because of Your love..
God.. please... save my friends, school, and my family..
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Love notes for YOU:
thank you for being part of my life..
you might not know... how important you are..
but I want to tell you ... thank you so much ..
thank you for being here for me when I am sad..
every hug warms me from my heart..
every "how you doing?" remind me someone cares about me..
even every smile give me joy..
thank you... for your love..
I just want to give all back..
with all I have..
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can't wait for the call..
I have very good feeling about it..
I know.. God will touch me that day..
even now.. God's presence are so strong..
God proved me free money from school..
have I mention it ?
he he..
200 for books.. praise the Lord..
and not just that..
He prepared me a job.. let me work at starbucks..
although its very tiring..
but.. I know.. all things work for good..
hey..
I want to touch more lives..
are you here with me?
lets do it together..
we love Jesus..!!
標籤： Father's love, Jesus, sharing, Thankful heart
i've been having those "tired" moments and these days i've been speaking to my inner man and speak life and fire to myself and boost myself up. and it's been working bit by bit, and i encourage you to do so too!