sPoT oF mY hEaRt

2007年11月15日星期四
wakaka.. what can i say.. college.. u sucks!

humm... this is what happened..

Last night i was working on my "research", so called "murder" boring work ever.. in my dictionary...awwwwwwwwwwww

and then.. i gone crazy.. haha..
i went to library and spend two to three hours over there..
running like bee.. search for books that i can use..
and almost everything is taken..

freak out..


so i started pray..
ask God to give me some books..

and then.. God gave me three books!!!!!!!!!!! my Lord.. He's great like that!!

and i done everything that day..

all the searching sources, even topic.. ((i don't even have a topic))
that's what God promised me, i spend my time for Him.. He will taking over my business... its true.. it happened.

even though i only get to sleep for two hours...
but God gave me energy!!!!!!!!!

i can still take my exam, and i can still listen to teacher..

amazing!!!!!!!!

God even send angels over...
my Dear Salaaalalla helped me a lot.. even though i keep hurried her.. (i am so mean).. and then.. dear Lissette helped me on search for the resources..
because of her.. i even get to use "free" printer..

God so great that He even let me prophecy on myself..

before i go to sleep... i have a thought pops out..
that i am going to over sleep for 9 mins..
so i should change my alarm for extra early 10 mins...
but i didn't.. cause i am so tired that i just want to ignore that thought..



and i did!!!!!!!! almost ALMOST over sleep..

and is exactly 9 mins... isn't that crazy..?!
my first thought of this.. is " that's so cool.. "
not like " oh GOd i am late.." but cool
hahaha.. so random. God gave peace...


and.. then......

i asked God help me not be late.
and i asked Him to show me if i am going to have energy and be able to do good with the exam..

and.. so i told Him.. " please.. if teacher comes before i do.. then that means my exam gonna go bad.. but if not.. then means u will be here and help me"

and then..

guess what?!


teacher is late for almost 6 mins..


seeeeeeeeeee

and for next class.. which is the class that i have to turn in my research..

all my work.. is worth..

she like my effort.. and she even gave me extra points on my extra hard work
and she said.. "u did great job.."
i almost want to shout out "God did for me!"

no Him.. i have no strength and can't concentrate
and no angels.. hehe

so ............


GOd love me so much


He's a crazy God..

He went crazy just for you.. that's how much He loves u



I love You too God..


<333333

PS now i am goin to take my nap

so God.. meet me in my dream please
i want to kiss u for today! hehe..
>///<

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posted by *+ tIfFa <3 ChRiSt +* at 下午1:14 | 9 comments
2007年11月7日星期三
since I want to improve my English grammar and writing skills,
I required myself to read some short stories everyday..
somehow, God love me so much .. that I have found something very sweet and relate to God..

I don't know these stories are relate to God till I have read it...

here is the stories that I really like:
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Dads Blessings

A young man was getting ready to graduate from college. For many months he had admired a beautiful sports car in a dealer's showroom, and knowing his father could well afford it, he told him that was all he wanted.

As Graduation Day approached, the young man awaited signs that his father had purchased the car. Finally, on the morning of his graduation, his father called him into his private study. His father told him how proud he was to have such a fine son, and told him how much he loved him. He handed his son a beautifully wrapped gift box. Curious, but somewhat disappointed, the young man opened the box and found a lovely, leather-bound Bible, with the young man's name embossed in gold. Angry, he raised his voice to his father and said "With all your money, you give me a Bible?" and stormed out of the house, leaving the Bible.

Many years passed and the young man was very successful in business. He had a beautiful home and wonderful family, but realized his father was very old, and thought perhaps he should go to him. He had not seen him since that graduation day. Before he could make arrangements, he received a telegram telling him his father had passed away, and willed all of his possessions to his son. He needed to come home immediately and take care of things.

When he arrived at his father's house, sudden sadness and regret filled his heart. He began to search through his father's important papers and saw the still new Bible, just as he had left it years ago. With tears, he opened the Bible and began to turn the pages. And as he did, a car key dropped from the back of the Bible. It had a tag with the dealer's name, the same dealer who had the sports car he had desired. On the tag was the date of his graduation, and the words PAID IN FULL.

How many times do we miss Spirit's blessings and answers to our prayers because they do not arrive exactly as we have expected?

TODAY'S's affirmation: "Today I look beyond the obvious and allow miracles to be created in my life."

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A Box Full of Kisses


The story goes that some time ago, a man punished his 3-year-old daughter for wasting a roll of gold wrapping paper. Money was tight and he became infuriated when the child tried to decorate a box to put under the Christmas tree. Nevertheless, the little girl brought the gift to her father the next morning and said, "This is for you, Daddy."

The man was embarrassed by his earlier overreaction, but his anger flared again when he found out the box was empty. He yelled at her, stating, "Don't you know, when you give someone a present, there is supposed to be something inside? The little girl looked up at him with tears in her eyes and cried, "Oh, Daddy, it's not empty at all. I blew kisses into the box. They're all for you, Daddy."

The father was crushed. He put his arms around his little girl, and he begged for her forgiveness.

Only a short time later, an accident took the life of the child. It is also told that her father kept that gold box by his bed for many years and, whenever he was discouraged, he would take out an imaginary kiss and remember the love of the child who had put it there.

In a very real sense, each one of us, as humans beings, have been given a gold container filled with unconditional love and kisses... from our children, family members, friends, and God. There is simply no other possession, anyone could hold, more precious than this.

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Inspirational love stories - Love and Time

Once upon a time, there was an island where all the feelings lived: Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all of the others, including Love. One day it was announced to the feelings that the island would sink, so all constructed boats and left. Except for Love.

Love was the only one who stayed. Love wanted to hold out until the last possible moment.

When the island had almost sunk, Love decided to ask for help.

Richness was passing by Love in a grand boat. Love said,
"Richness, can you take me with you?"
Richness answered, "No, I can't. There is a lot of gold and silver in my boat. There is no place here for you."

Love decided to ask Vanity who was also passing by in a beautiful vessel. "Vanity, please help me!"
"I can't help you, Love. You are all wet and might damage my boat," Vanity answered.

Sadness was close by so Love asked, "Sadness, let me go with you."
"Oh . . . Love, I am so sad that I need to be by myself!"

Happiness passed by Love, too, but she was so happy that she did not even hear when Love called her.

Suddenly, there was a voice, "Come, Love, I will take you." It was an elder. So blessed and overjoyed, Love even forgot to ask the elder where they were going. When they arrived at dry land, the elder went her own way. Realizing how much was owed the elder,

Love asked Knowledge, another elder, "Who Helped me?"
"It was Time," Knowledge answered.
"Time?" asked Love. "But why did Time help me?"
Knowledge smiled with deep wisdom and answered, "Because only Time is capable of understanding how valuable Love is."



hope u all like it.... <333







with love xoxoxo

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posted by *+ tIfFa <3 ChRiSt +* at 下午2:51 | 3 comments
2007年11月5日星期一
weRid dReamS...so many of them.. and these happened all in one day.... today!
i woke up with werid dreams this morning..
in "real" life, my mom is sick.. with the red spots and its itch and hurting..
she tried to take allergy or common cold medicine.. but non of it work...it only make her feel dizzy and uncomfortable..so she couldn't do anything just lay on the bed..
i am worry about it.. but i kno i shouldn't.. so i pray with my mom before i go to sleep..

and then.. i woke up with this dream, that i couldn't go back to see her..
cause i am too far away.. i have fear all over me, cause i don't want to (never want to ) lose her..
so i keep praying and crying out in my dream
somehow i get home, but its nothing like in "real" life, its a very different house,
and my mom lay on the bed, just told me my aunt bought me a doll,
and my grandma is even there..
so random... somehow.. i just dream about that my mom's sickness is getting worse..
and i worry so much.. that i have to keep praying..
but anyway, this dream end up in random way that i don't even remember..

so i woke up, started pray for my mom.. and i believe this dream aren't going to happen, because my mom's life is in His hand..

so i read bible in the morning again... keep continue on the chapter that i left last time..
and since the time that i started all over to read bible ...
i am "studying" it.. not only reading it..
i read slowly... and tried to understand every part of the storied or events that happended...
or even tried to understand the family tree(which i used to dislike the most)

God is amazing.. haha put intesrts on my heart.. push me to read it..

cause of these weird dreams.. i even started bring my bible with me ..
and read it in the class.. while i am waiting or.. when teacher are BSing..

after class.. i went back to dorm .. i am too tired.. so i fall sleep again..

then... i started dreaming weird dreams again..!!!
i dream about my most beloved cousins all turn against me..
which remind me a little on the past (they done that to me when i cried or snitch too much..)

but then ... the family are celebrate for may month birthday. which we have two in these cousins.. and..including me..
this should be something happy.. how come it turns like this?

i got all confuse in my dream.. but i still praying and asking God give me peace..
cause i am kinda abash..
anyhow.. the dream changed to school..
and ...
the people at school are weird too..
i was lost.. at school, and there is a assembling... i couldn't find the place(wow.. devil even know i am stupid with direction) so i keep asked the people around me..
but no one stop to answer my questions.. or they just being very impatience about me..

so i just walk to whatever i thought its right..
and.. i was late.. since i was lost..

everybody looked at me as i am a loser...= =
so random..

and i woke up with confusion..
there's nothing i can do with dreaming
but i still know to pray.
praise my Lord.. u r great.. for u are awsome..

humm...
i was thinking.. is that.. because i pray and read bible..
more than usual.. so that devil worry.. so it used dream to attacked me?
humm...
i guess...
i need to pray harder..
and i don't care if i am goin to dream more weird dreams
cause my God is BIG
wakakaka

love You.. Lord..



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posted by *+ tIfFa <3 ChRiSt +* at 下午2:04 | 1 comments