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2007年7月26日星期四
I hate money!!!! if u are reading my blog, u might think i am stupid or crazy..
but.. "that thing" has been a problem since i am born..
God .. i know u are there.. i hope u can listen to my prayer..

Dear Lord, my Father..
i know U know all my need... but Lord.. i want to ask U to free me.. from all these worries and the stress..
God, i know i didn't spend time with U alone for so long, all i am doing its just search for something that i don't need for now..
Jesus, i know U are the God who will prepare everything for the one who in need, but God i want more..
i want to know the answer. i am tired that everytime i wonder, all i got its slience.. its driving me crazy..
but i know i didn't try my best to be close to U.. and it is my job to read more Bible and pray..
GOd.. set the fire in my heart..
i need U more and more..
i don't want to be worldly.. i want to be near U..
God.. help.. let me know what's the most important thing in my life..
what's the thing that U want me to do ..
Review my life.. let me know what should be get rid off..
GGGOOODDD>
i am goin crazy..
stop all these weird thinking.. i know U r always there for me..
so Lord.. keep me in Ur arm.. never let me go..

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2007年7月21日星期六
Tell you about it...
Something that we all have..
something we feel with..
Something I can't explain very detail..
It is called "heart".. which God have put something called "free will" in it..


SO.. because of it.. can't really do things right..
maybe make mistakes sometimes...
but it bugs me like crazy...
because.. i want to do things right.. for Jesus..

but.. so hard..but.. too much reasons..
just like if u ask people why they don't want to trust God..
they will find more than ten reasons why...
it just.. too much things that pull me out from right way...

what is that suppose mean>?...
i don't even know what am i talking about..
do you? understand?


Nop... cause i don、t_

so be it。。。。

                  911...
i need help..

anyone know what's God's number?
i need him ...

Like right Now!!


NOW___

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